Wasn't in the mood today.. I don't know why, but somehow, I feel depressed and alone. I don't have any person right now that I can lean on. I'm just a weak person! And of course I hate being weak, but the most I hated is BEING LEFT ALONE. . . I don't want to be left alone, I feel miserable~ Today, I remember such a thing, that I don't even want to remember, but I treasured the memory. Like Akito said he hates BEING LEFT ALONE. For me, it's the worst! Nobody wants to be alone. I know that there's someone out there who wanted to be alone. But neither that person hates it... I never met a person that wanted to be alone. And also, I remembered Nobuta Wo Purodyusu. Somehow, I realized that she was been left alone, but Nobuta don't feel lonely at all.. But for me people like me feels bad for the ending of it.. I don't know why, but when I was about to cry for something I always controlling and trying to stop crying, I mean I hid my tears deep inside my heart, I don't want anyone to see it or to notice it! I don't know but it's OK for me, when someone sees it but I don't even want. The only place I can cry to is the bathroom, cause whenever I was going to take a shower I cry myself, so no one would notice it.. I want to laugh from my heart but I can't right now.. I was so not in the mood right now, I didn't even get online at Friendster at the right time.. Because of what I remember~ I just wanted to express my feelings here right now, even I don't even one to know it, but I want to express it! And sometimes I feel sorry for my parents, they work hard.. My father works hard and living at Office-House.. While my mom works far away also. I want to meet them right now! I want my whole family to gather together.. And have some fun! I miss the old days..~
HMM, why am I so not in the mood to read manga today~!? I didn't even touch the computer until now! It's 12:43 (Japan Time) here! And I was so late to online at Friendster.. Hmm, I guess I figured out why I don't want to read manga~? Maybe it's probably because every ending of the manga, I always get depressed especially when the ending is that someone's hurt and left~ In Zettai Kareshi, the ending was nice, but I hate that Night didn't even woke up.. The Imadoki, I hate it cause the ending didn't fed me up, Cause I was hoping that all of them would gather and met up again! It feels lonely right!? The most ending of the manga that get me depressed is Furutsu Basuketto, I hate it, Cause they grow old, and didn't even have a chance to meet their friends! I don't know but I feel miserable there! So until here! I feel better now!~
If you have time e-mail me!^^
HMM, why am I so not in the mood to read manga today~!? I didn't even touch the computer until now! It's 12:43 (Japan Time) here! And I was so late to online at Friendster.. Hmm, I guess I figured out why I don't want to read manga~? Maybe it's probably because every ending of the manga, I always get depressed especially when the ending is that someone's hurt and left~ In Zettai Kareshi, the ending was nice, but I hate that Night didn't even woke up.. The Imadoki, I hate it cause the ending didn't fed me up, Cause I was hoping that all of them would gather and met up again! It feels lonely right!? The most ending of the manga that get me depressed is Furutsu Basuketto, I hate it, Cause they grow old, and didn't even have a chance to meet their friends! I don't know but I feel miserable there! So until here! I feel better now!~
If you have time e-mail me!^^
